I have been struggling ever since I got that anonymous bible verse in my box at school. I have started to question myself about everything. I just feel like I don't really know what I'm doing anymore or who I'm really doing it for.
I love God and there is no doubt in my mind that he came into my heart and saved my life in February 2006. I don't want to do or say anything that would ever take glory and honor away from my Heavenly Father. I'm really confused and scaired.
Last night, I fought with a demon. All night long, he chased me and he has begun to make me question my every word and deed.
Its crazy how the devil can use God's word to get to me...
Right now, I need prayer,but I'm afraid to ask for it because I don't want to draw attention to myself and away from God. I don't really know what to do, except to continue to pray that God will help me through this.
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- I am a high school history teacher. I am happily married and am the proud mama of two funny little children.
2 comments:
Hey, Crystal I read your blog this morning on my way to Columbia. There was a wreck on I26 and we stopped for a few minutes so I prayed in traffic that God would give me the words you need to help you!! First I dont think you try to bring attention to yourself, in all honesty most times I think are just the opposite!! This is what God gave me to tell you, dont let the words of people around you hurt your heart, but let the WORD OF GOD THAT LIVES WITHIN YOU HEAL YOUR HEART AND FORCE OUT THOSE DEMONS AROUND.. AMEN!! Secondly I read Steven Furticks blog last week that say we shouldnt wait on the devil to bring the fight to us. We should take the fight to him,TAKE THE FIRST PUNCH, every morning when you get up take the fight to the devil, ask God to put a sheild of protection around and knock the devil down with the first swing.The devil is going to try and ride you hard as a new Christian b/c new Christians are the ones who have the FIRE and are usually spreading Gods word the most. JUST REMEMBER YOUR DOING SOMETHING RIGHT THE DEVIL DOESNT TRY TO BRING DOWN CHRISTIANS THAT ARE SITTING ON THE SIDELINES. I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AWESOME WEEK. CYA FRIDAY , BROTHER IN CHRIST DAVID
stay strong.
i really look up for you for the stand you take for God. we need more teachers like you.
miss you!
- crystal
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