Friday, September 14, 2007

Amazing Grace

Yesterday morning when I got to school there was a note in my mailbox. It had been typed and printed off of a computer (I'm assuming so I would not recognize the handwriting). The only thing on the paper was this: Matthew 6:1,6:5-7.

I went to my classroom and took out my Message Bible to read the verses and this is what I read:

"Be especially careful when you are trying to be good so that you don't make a performance out of it. It might be good theater, but the God who made you won't be applauding."

"And when you come before God, don't turn that into a theatrical production either. All these people making a regular show out of their prayers, hoping for stardom! Do you think God sits in a box seat?"
Here's what I want you to do:" Find a quiet, secluded place so you won't be tempted to role-play before God. Just be there as simply and honestly as you can manage. The focus will shift from you to God, and you will begin to sense his grace. The world is full of so-called prayer warriors who are prayer-ignorant. They're full of formulas and advice, peddling techniques for getting you what you want from God."

To say that I was shocked and hurt would be an understatement. This has come in response to the group of teachers that meets in my room on Wednesday mornings for prayer and devotion. I don't even conduct the devotion or lead the prayer usually. I simply started this group so that we could have an opportunity to hear God's word and pray together for each other, our students, and our school.

I don't believe that this individual knows me personally, but I just want this person to know that there is nothing fake about my love for my God. I am not acting - I actually do believe in the BIBLE and I actually do believe that through amazing grace, God sent His Son, Jesus to save me. I will not be a quiet Christian!! I live out loud for God because I want the world to know what He has done in my life. God's word tells us in Matthew 28:18-20, "God authorized and commanded me to commission you: Go out and train evryone you meet, far and near, in this way of life, marking them by baptism in the threefold name: Father, Son , and Holy Spirit. Then instuct them in the practice all I have commanded you. I'll be with you as you do this, day after day, right up to the end of the age."

I believe that God is pleased with what I am doing in his name. I pray daily that I will not be allowed to do anything that takes glory and honor from my Savior. God saved my life - He changed me and made me a new creation.

I pray that the person who put that note in my box will find peace and rest in Christ and that they will be confronted with God's love and mercy daily until they can no longer stand to be quiet about God's work in their own life.
Peace..

2 comments:

Crystal said...

i think its wonderful that you live your faith out loud for God in school! i wish i had teachers like that.
miss you!
- crystal

Allen said...

Hey girl. Understand that when you stand for Christ and draw attention to what He has done in your life you have painted a target for others to shoot at. Just remember that if Christ is drawing attention through you and your life then you are truely living out loud. The front lines of the battle are tough, but God will give you the strength for the fight. Hold your head high and give all the glory to Christ. Irene and I love you and Barry and miss you. Keep your eyes on Jesus and stand your ground - the battle is already won.